4/27/2014

My story

Hello, 

There is few reasons why i started this blog. Since few months i'm trying to loose weight in a healthy way. I gave myself a dedline of 100 days, but i failed. So i started again, i gave myslelf 100 days to get the body i want. And i worked hard but I sprained my ankle what made everything much more difficult. But i decided to keep going. Because i don't want to fail again i want to share my journey with you. I think that it will be motivating.
Also because for years i have been trying to loose weight i have a lot of experience, even that i'm young. I know what works and what doesn't. At least for me. So I think it would be nice to share my knowladge with people. Maybe it will help at least few people to not make the same mistakes i made. 

I'm 18 but i started to think about diets when i was maybe 10. I know it's early but my older sister was overweight and I was always scared to end up like her. First it was just silly, eating carrots instead of sandwich or little things like that. Then at age 12 i discovered pro ana. I got sucked in this world and for around 4 years i was trying to get out. I never had diagnosed eating disorders but i know that my relationship with food was not healthy. But because of fighting with myself i was loosing and gaining weight in a matter of weeks. When i was 17 i stared to eat healthy and exercise and i was getting in a good path but then in a matter of few months i gained a lot of weight. I was just in a really bad emotional state. In the beggining of december i started to have a healthy relationship with food. Now i'm trying to keep a healthy diet and excersize. I still fail sometimes, but i'm just human.
Doctors say it's weird that i weight so much, because i eat less then other people and i always ate pretty healthy so its weird. I'm also anemic what makes working out and diet harder but i know how to do it to not hurt myself. 
Now i weight 70 kg (154 lbs) with my hight of 170 cm (5 feet 6 in) I'm not sure what my goal weight is. I just know how i want to look like and thats when i'll stop. I have time till 1st of July. 

I hope you'll like my blog
Have a lovely day 
xoxo
Mystery